You are all amazing.
When i wrote the last post i felt like i was facing the next scary event in my life alone but so many wonderful people have rung or messaged to say that they are thinking of me and i am in their prayers that i wonder how i could've ever thought such a foolish thing.

Thank you everyone for reminding me that it is better to experience life- no matter what is thown at us- than to sit on the sideline and watch it all go by.
I'll stay positive.
I owe you one x